Post by lillian olvidado on Jul 28, 2011 16:51:48 GMT -8
i can hear the slumber of the thousand dead
[atrb=width,550px,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,background-image:url(http://i.imgur.com/anlDy.png);background-attachment:fixed;] && LILLIAN OLVIDADO;; ♫ if i had a wish for every mistake there would be nothing left to take ♪ OoC Name Ash Breed Lynx Rank/Occupation A Slave. Tribe None. Gender Female Age About six or seven months old. ♫ your smile, my love could shake the tree leaves bare ♪ Fur Color Lilly's fur is more consistently a light, golden brown in color, although there are some darker brown spots concealed within her pelt, due to her youth, and the outline of her ears, along with the tip of her tail, as well. Eye Color Lilly's eyes are a light yellow/green in color, and seem to peer at you with the utmost innocence. Causing most cats to not hold her eyes for very long. Scars/Deformities Lilly has a few scars from being beaten by slave sellers. The is almost always a trail of tears, or a trail from past tears, below her eyes. Appearance Lilly is quite a beautiful young cat. If you look at her that way, at least. This young cat has a slim, tiny form, even tinier than most cats would be at her age. She has a beautiful golden brown pelt that is rather smooth, and soft to the touch, Her pelt has small spots of a darker brown, about the size of a dime, somewhat concealed within her golden brown pelt. These will disappear, more or less, as she grows up, and her pelt begins to change as she turns toward adulthood. Lilly's ears are outlined by a dark brown. Almost black in color. This same color is the color of the tip of her tail, as well. These markings identify her as a lynx. Lilly also has black trailing from the corner of her eyes. Not tears, no, not tears. It's actually one of her markings, really. Lilly is petite, and small. But she has an air of strength, due to her species. Even if she may not show it now, it still lies there, imbeded there in her heritage. ♫ and only in the center can we begin to repair ♪ Preferences Lilly prefers kindness to hatred and evil. She absolutely hates beatings, or anything of the sort. She also prefers remaining silent that to speaking outright to anyone. She hates being forced to speak to anyone, as well. Despising the fact that everyone seems to rule over her. She enjoys silence, and working in kitchens, as well. Strengths Lilly excells at keeping silent, and folowing directions, as well. She also excels at looking innocent, which she is. Weaknesses Lilly has trouble speaking to other cats. She also isn't very good at appearing happy. Or, well, pleasing everyone, apparently. Personality Lilly is a rather shy, timid young lynx. She prefers to keep to herself and not disturb anyone anywhere around her. Due to a fear of being beaten terribly. She cowers whenever she's near any of the slave sellers, and she has become used to an instability in her life, where she lives, when she eats. Everything, really. She can be nice and kind, as long as you get through her extreme shyness. She has issues being in the dark, at times. And is terribly afraid of just being abandoned, left alone, to find her own way, or to suffer. Lilly can be loving and kind. Even a bit sarcastic, as well. She loves the aromas of kitchens. She can rebel, a bit. But not usually, as her main focus is surviving. But she does know how to get herself out of sticky situations rather well. ♫ can we dream of the pyre of the bodies consumed there ♪ Family Cecelia Olvidado (mother) and Leonardo Realeza (father). Regrets Letting herself be pushed around, and ordered what to do. Secret Ambitions To escape and make her way to become a famous dancer. History Cecelia Olvidado was a poor dancer, who survived on days old scraps. Making a meager wage as a dancer. The older she-cat was naive, seeing a lynx with much more social status than she did. And so, a few months later, Lillian Olvidado was born. She was a tiny, slim, shivering cub, so much smaller than she should have been. She had one sister, who was born before her. A stronger female, with a slim form. Cecelia spoke to Leonardo, and he took Lillian, the weakest cub, to his grandparents to care for, at the age of a month old. Lillian's grandparents grudgingly took on the young cub, nurturing her. But always making it clear to her that she was not appreciated and no more than scum on the streets. And so, it was no surprise when, at three and a half months old, weaned and gaining strength, Lillian was sold into slavery. She can still hear the echoing of her father's cries as they took away the one momento he had of his love. Lillian stumbled to keep up with the cats. Tripping over her paws. And she fell, into a pile of mud. The sellers beat her, hissing at her and clawing her, carefuly not to leave any lasting wounds. Saying, like her grandparents, that she was worth nothing. And carrying the whimpering cub to the slave part of the bazaar. A young female cleaned the cub, then left her to heal. Lillian recovered. And then the sellings began. No one seemed to want to be anywhere near the shy, cowardly cub. No one ever wanted to buy her. To save her. And she was screached at, beaten.Lillian lost all hope, her eyes a dead yellow green, it seemed, and she did whatever they told her to do. Until she met the other cub. He turned something in her. Changed her. Told her how to rebel, how to talk herself out of things. And she learned. Until he disappeared. Lillian grieved a bit, but she moved past that, surviving by staying silent and obdient. Waiting for someone to sweep her away from this horror. Bringing her up to this point in time. A tormented, shy young cub, managing to survive in a cruel world. ♫ it's a wind-torn world we live with the leaves of shattered glass and the sky with burnished blood and all the promises here are made to be broken ♪ |
i only wish they could dance the way you live
